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Friday, September 24th, 2004
11:43 am - Blah...
Its funny how back in April I was all gay and in love. And now I am all lame and feel like a P.O.S. Well danny and I were over in like May or something. I hate him. He's a piece of crap. I started seeing people here and there and then there was one particular person of whom I started seeing on a constant basis. I am still seeing him, but not as much as I was. But whatever. I'll finish later.

Lindsey

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Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
5:07 pm - Update...
Jeez...well, here's the skinny. Danny and I say the three words...that's right I-Love-You. I do love him too. No Joke. I've never felt this way about anyone. But its real with him. we're planning on getting an apartment together too. I know its soon seeing as how we've only been seeing eachother(Just seeing eachother, not even official yet) for like 3 months now. But I don't know. Also, I have started a new job. I quit Johnson fucked Fire Supply on Monday, April 12 and started at Rite-A-Way Plumbing Services on Tuesday, April 13. I like my new job. I make more, and I like the people I work with. They're all pretty tight. But yea, that's the jist of my life up to date. Me and danny went to Disneyland in March...we had a blast. Especially because we got in for free. Free parking, everything...thanks to my cousin Kirstin. She's rad, and not just because she got us in. Anyway, I just wanted to update everyone.

current mood: grateful

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Thursday, February 26th, 2004
2:11 pm - Downtown Disney in the Rain...
So yesterday at 4:15 my cell phone starts vibrating and its Danny asking me what I am doing when I get home from work(I get off at 4:30). I told him that I was going to go home and do nothing; so he asked me if I wanted to go to the movies and I accepted. Then he offered to pick me up from work. So at about 4:35-ish he shows up and he's like "Well, what movies do you want to go to?" So he decided to go somewhere far. He gets on the 91 west freeway and do you know where he took me?? Downtown Disney. It was so awesome. So we went into the Confectionary store and he got some fudge and bought me a rice krispy square. And then we went and played at the Lego Store. He offered to buy me a stuffed Giraffe, but I didn't want him to. I mean, yeah I wanted one, but I wasn't about to make him pay for it. So then he bought me two candles for my room. Then it was time for the Movie. We went and saw You Got Served. Pretty good. I thought it would be way more lame than it was. I cried, because I am a sissy. Anyway, so by the time we got out, it was like pouring down rain, we both got soaked. It was a lot of fun. I don't know if we're doing it again today...but I hope we do soon.

current mood: happy

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Sunday, February 15th, 2004
4:06 pm - Valentine's Day
Valentine's Day was fun, except that I had a migraine and puked outside Danny's car. But that was after the date. It was romantic. He was like caressing my back while I was vomiting. We went to the movies and saw Barbershop 2. When he came to my door, he had a balloon and a rose in his hand. It was so sweet. Yeah, I like him a lot and I'm really going to miss him when he's gone.

current mood: happy

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3:48 pm - Something I forgot to mention....
Well, the guy that killed himself, didn't really kill himself. It was ruled an accidental shooting. Apparently he was messing with a gun while drunk and accidentally shot himself. Its a relief to know that he didn't kill himself, but it still sucks that it happened, he was so awesome. But yeah.

current mood: Relieved but still upset

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Thursday, January 8th, 2004
7:17 pm - R.I.P.
I can't believe it. I can't believe that an ex-co-worker and a brother to all of my own co-workers would take his own life. He was so sweet too. I'm so mad about all of this. Why?! Why did it have to be him?! He was the greatest guy. But apparently that was all a front. And I feel bad because he has a baby that isn't even a year old yet, another little girl who is about five. And a very sweet and caring girlfriend, who is the sister of the guy who found him, which I also work with. The guy who found him got arrested because obviously they see the gun and a man dead, they're automatically going to assume it was him. Well, he snapped and his mom had to carry him out of his cell in the fetal position and they might have to commit him. That's too aweful for him too because he was so sweet and smart. I just feel bad for all of them. I seriously love those guys so much and it is so devestating to see something like that happen. Work on Monday is going to be a lot different and tough. It just upsets me that I can't do anything about this. I wish I could go change the hands of time. It also upsets me that a man with such a great family and beautiful kids and a great personality would do something like this. But like I said, I can't go change it, although I wish I could. So to him, I say "Rest in Peace", you will definitely be missed and to his family I say, I love you guys and hang in there. And I'm sorry....R.I.P. M.G. 11/22/81-01/06/04

current mood: melancholy

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Friday, December 5th, 2003
12:28 pm - Jesus, its been almost a year...
Well, it has been like forever. I don't really get on the computer anymore; only at work(that's where I am now). That's all I have been doing since I graduated. I work full-time now. From 7:30am to 4:30pm with an hour lunch. Sometimes I like it, sometimes I don't. Its not too labor intensive. But other than that, I have been hanging out with some friends - some old some new.- I definitely miss hanging out with the old friends(Ryan, Kristen, Katie, Fanny, Candice, etc.). Then you think about who your real friends are....someone who has been your friend for almost 12 years and says that you're like sisters and then goes and tells some guy that you have no intention of being with in the first place that you're an easy slut. My close friends will know exactly who I'm talking about. That pissed me off more than anything. And then shit at work being said and the way people act sometimes is just so immature. I mean, this is a place of business but you wouldn't believe it. But what I am going to do?? Exactly what I am doing right now, sit here and ramble about it in my journal...But I guess that's it on how life is currently going. It isn't as bad as it seems...my birthday was last saturday, I'm 19 now...whoopie! But yeah...

current mood: weird

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Sunday, January 12th, 2003
10:46 pm - Winter Formal.
I don't get why he just all of the sudden didn't feel like coming?? And he could have said something to my face at least when I was standing in his room going over the paper with him. Now, I'm all upset and like crying. He said that he thought I wasn't being serious about all of this. Well, why would I be kidding about going to Winter Formal? I wouldn't kid about that. So many questions of "Why?" race through my head. I am so upset and frustrated with him right now. I think I'll go cry myself a river now.

current mood: melancholy

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Sunday, December 15th, 2002
11:33 pm - !!!
Is there anything in the rule book that says Friends can't be anything more?! If there is, someone let me know because I obviously missed that page!

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11:32 pm - ...
Why is it that I let my emotions get the best of me?!

current mood: sad

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Monday, December 9th, 2002
5:50 pm - !!!
CappuChinoMoreno (5:42:56 PM): i hate this "i like you, wait, no i don't" shit he keeps pulling.
BanditTheHorse (5:43:34 PM): yeah
BanditTheHorse (5:43:34 PM): that's lame
CappuChinoMoreno (5:43:40 PM): Yeah its like..
BanditTheHorse (5:43:41 PM): he's a homosexual
CappuChinoMoreno (5:43:56 PM): "I think I like yo....wait wait no, that's just gas.."
BanditTheHorse (5:43:58 PM): he really wants me
BanditTheHorse (5:44:04 PM): because he's tired of corey
CappuChinoMoreno (5:44:16 PM): "Nope, just heartburn, I thought I liked you there for a second"
BanditTheHorse (5:44:21 PM): haha
BanditTheHorse (5:44:27 PM): no no that was just gas escaping
BanditTheHorse (5:44:40 PM): just a little gassy
BanditTheHorse (5:44:45 PM): sorry to get your hopes up
CappuChinoMoreno (5:44:54 PM): Haha
CappuChinoMoreno (5:44:57 PM): See, and it is so like that.

current mood: pissed off

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Tuesday, November 12th, 2002
9:31 pm - I think I am going to have my name changed....
...To this...

Cross Buster (9:22:01 PM): lindsey arbuckle dickchuckle
CappuChinoMoreno (9:22:26 PM): Haha!! I think I am going to have my name changed to that.

current mood: cheerful

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9:26 pm - Fanny's Little Brothers and their Cartoon Network...
CappuChinoMoreno (9:21:56 PM): YUGIO!!! WOOOOHHH!!
BanditTheHorse (9:22:02 PM): hahahaha
CappuChinoMoreno (9:22:03 PM): WOOOH!
BanditTheHorse (9:22:05 PM): WOOOOOOOO yeah!
CappuChinoMoreno (9:22:12 PM): WOOOOO YEH YUGIO!!
CappuChinoMoreno (9:22:13 PM): Haha

current mood: good

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Monday, October 28th, 2002
2:33 pm - She's kind of like Alice in Wonderland..
Except in this story, she's imposing on Dinner, not a tea party.

So let me tell you about dinner on Friday night. Well, it all started when(We'll call him RL and his friend we'll call Corey)RL and Corey came and picked me up. It was raining like crazy and we were going to go eat at the old spaghetti factory. So when they pulled up to my house, Corey got out and gave me the front seat...I thought that was really nice of him...Anyway..So I had been telling RL of this friend of mine who works there and how she is a little easy(easy being an understatement)...We call her the "Promiscuous One", but for now, she will be known as "Horse Face". Well, I knew Corey would think she was good-looking, but I never thought that RL, being as smart as he is, would think the same. But he did. So after we got our food, Horse Face came and sat with us and at one point RL and Corey had gone to the men's Room. Well, Horse Face was saying how she thought Corey was a dork, but she thought he was funny. Well, I made the mistake of telling her that he thought she was cute. And then she made the mistake of telling me that she thought that RL was cute, seeing as how she knows that I like him. Anyway, So like we walked her to her car and like we were chilling there FOR EVER!! And she was like all over Corey and she FUCKEN TRIED TO FART ON HIS LAP!!! And she burped when we were at the table. And she would say such slutty comments as, for example, when we told Corey to walk her to her car but he didn't want to because she has a boyfriend she said: "Since when did me having a boyfriend Matter?". So anyway, while RL, Corey, and I were walking back to RL's car, and RL said something like "All I have to say to you, is damn you" to Corey and I asked what he was talking about. Well, he just told me nothing, and stuff. SO then Corey put his arm around me and was like telling me that RL was hoping to hook up with someone and whatnot or something along those lines. So that hurt my feelings like immensly. It made me feel like I had to be slutty and like a pig for them to like and respect me. So, anyway, then on the ride back to the bowling alley so I could meet my mom, I was just like really really quiet and had my head down on the glove compartment and Corey was like playing with my hair and asking me if I was tired. I kept telling them I wasn't. So then when we got to the bowling alley, they went in with me just until we left. Well I was still being extremely silent and RL asked me what was wrong..I kept telling them nothing was wrong with me, but they insisted that they could tell in my eyes that something was bothering me. So then I told them to tell me what was wrong if they think they could tell. So then Corey looked at me, quickly glanced at RL, and then back at me. I just smiled, tapped my nose, and nodded. So yeah, I walked them out and hugged both of them, and that was basically it. So after that, I have kind of changed my feeling towards RL. I think that I am just going to try to get over him. It will take time, but I would rather be a good friend of his than stressing over my feelings for him. But yeah, that was my drama-filled Friday.

current mood: depressed

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2:16 pm - Love, I get so lost sometimes...
I believe that this song will explain how a certain somebody makes me feel..

Pretty Girl(The Way)
By Sugarcult


Pretty Girl is Suffering, while he confesses everything. Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about. And that's what you get for falling again, you can never get him out of your head. And that's what you get for falling again, you can never get him out of your head. Its the way, that he makes you feel. Its the way, that he kisses you. Its the way that he makes you fall in love.
She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men. And that's what you get for falling again, you can never get him out your head. And that's what you get for falling again, you can never get him out of your head. Its the way that he makes you feel. Its the way that he kisses you. Its the way that he makes you fall in love. Its the way that he makes you feel. Its the way that he kisses you. Its the way that he makes you fall in love. Love. Pretty Girl. Pretty Girl. Pretty Girl is suffering while he confesses everything. Pretty soon she'll figure out, you can never get him out of your head. Its the way that he makes you cry. Its the way that he's in your mind. Its the way that he makes you fall in love. Its the way that he makes you feel. Its the way that he kisses you. Its the way that he makes you fall in love. Love.

current mood: depressed

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Saturday, October 26th, 2002
10:27 am - !!!
BanditTheHorse (10:25:05 AM): imma get in the shower
CappuChinoMoreno (10:25:22 AM): Haha okay.
CappuChinoMoreno (10:25:24 AM): I should too.
BanditTheHorse (10:25:33 AM): ok
BanditTheHorse (10:25:35 AM): ill be back
CappuChinoMoreno (10:25:52 AM): Okay.
CappuChinoMoreno (10:25:54 AM): Have fun.
BanditTheHorse (10:25:59 AM): you know i will
CappuChinoMoreno (10:26:00 AM): Drop the soap and think of me.
BanditTheHorse (10:26:09 AM): ok then
CappuChinoMoreno (10:26:13 AM): haha alright.
BanditTheHorse (10:26:19 AM): you with a strap on
BanditTheHorse (10:26:22 AM): ramming me in the anus
BanditTheHorse (10:26:27 AM): harder faster
BanditTheHorse (10:26:29 AM): slower
BanditTheHorse (10:26:31 AM): faster
BanditTheHorse (10:26:33 AM): harder
CappuChinoMoreno (10:26:33 AM): HAHAHAHAHA
BanditTheHorse (10:26:34 AM): deeper
CappuChinoMoreno (10:26:38 AM): Alright STOP
BanditTheHorse (10:26:40 AM): yeah baby
CappuChinoMoreno (10:26:41 AM): STOP.
BanditTheHorse (10:26:43 AM): ok im done
CappuChinoMoreno (10:26:45 AM): Hahaah
CappuChinoMoreno (10:26:46 AM): HAHAHAHA

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Wednesday, October 9th, 2002
8:22 pm - Woooaaah!!
BanditTheHorse (8:20:37 PM): could you imagine if katie had a penis?!
CappuChinoMoreno (8:20:43 PM): HAHAHAHAAH
CappuChinoMoreno (8:20:48 PM): No!!
BanditTheHorse (8:20:48 PM): id be all over that like white on rice
CappuChinoMoreno (8:20:52 PM): Hahaahaha
CappuChinoMoreno (8:21:02 PM): Like Stink on Shit right Ry?
BanditTheHorse (8:21:22 PM): exactly like stink ONNNN shit
CappuChinoMoreno (8:21:29 PM): Hahaha.
CappuChinoMoreno (8:21:33 PM): Weirdo.

current mood: shocked

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8:10 pm - Two Separate Conversations about Katie...
CappuChinoMoreno (7:59:30 PM): But then my hatred turned to love as I developed this huge raging crush on her in the 8th grade.
Cross Buster (7:59:42 PM): Crush?!
CappuChinoMoreno (7:59:46 PM): Hahaha no I am kidding!!
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BanditTheHorse (8:06:08 PM): you used to hate katie?
CappuChinoMoreno (8:06:55 PM): hah yeah, in the seventh grade.
BanditTheHorse (8:07:06 PM): wow
BanditTheHorse (8:07:14 PM): i didnt know hating katie was possible
CappuChinoMoreno (8:07:26 PM): Haha now that i look back, I don't know how I did it either.
BanditTheHorse (8:07:46 PM): now we all know *i* never hated katie
BanditTheHorse (8:08:00 PM): i was the one with the raging crush
CappuChinoMoreno (8:08:17 PM): Hhaah ain't that the truth.
BanditTheHorse (8:08:40 PM): i would have killed my own mother just to sniff her hair
CappuChinoMoreno (8:09:06 PM): haha Freak!!

current mood: amused

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Monday, October 7th, 2002
9:21 pm - They lied...
Okay so I got my Senior pictures in the mail today. They said it would take 4-6 weeks. They are liars. Do you know how long it took?? 3 Weeks!! Okay, if you are going to send them before the date you tell me, why don't you just change the delivery time??? Jesus!!

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2:10 pm - Yay...
Talking to Fanny on the new 40 dollar Cordless phone that I bought with the Money that I made by MYSELF!! I also bought a 200 cd holder for friggin 14 dollars..with the Money that I made MYSELF!! Wooh!!

current mood: cheerful

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